June 26, 2017 by Moony
Reading about a comic artist I can’t help but think about
had bothered to try and make us work
where would I be and what
beautiful mouth would say to me. Laugh with me. Talk, actually talk, with me.
were nearly never able to say anything
meant it when “I might be a sociopath” slipped out.
Probably meant ASPD but
probably didn’t care enough to figure anything out.
tried to change. Make my needs less, care as little as
but couldnt do it. I loved too much. I gave up myself so
could be better at the lost of my own autonomy.
finally let you drown. Let you become whatever it was because
was exhausted trying to help someone who left everyone alone and shielded themselves in a silence so loud he couldn’t even hear himself if he wanted to.